my heart is teeming while autumn is falling - ‎मेरे दिल जबकि शरद ऋतु गिर रही है भरा हुआ है !

my heart is teeming while autumn is falling -
‎मेरे दिल जबकि शरद ऋतु गिर रही है भरा हुआ है !        
                 Autumn has always been my favourite. autumn is the season after winter and before summer. may be you will be shocked that every person in his life loves the season which is full of flowers,trees, and rain falling. because everybody likes colourful life. life with dance, life with joy, a life which is cheerful.
But i like autumn. autumn is the hardest season. the leaves are all falling and they're falling like they're falling in love with ground. i used to see every year trees lose their leaves.
       when i see these leaves falling i go in deep thought. exactly i can't clearly see myself. but there is something,which is make me to think its like complaining with myself, or battle with my soul.
         it is like that i don't want to accept this autumn like common people. but i know that autumn is sign for coming life. it is like seed. when we plant a seed we know that there is one hundred possibility of tree. but to become tree, seed has to struggle. it has to break layers to come out as a plant. he has to pass through the process for being a tree. it is like a dark cloud. dark cloud is hope for rain. cloud must be black and dark, but it has possibilty of water.  autumn is past of spring.  i see  the branches of tree are empty. and full of dust. but there is also little little new born leaf. their colour is dark red. they easily can't be visible because the major and big branches are covered by dust and they are  much bigger than that new born leaf.
        But the real beauty is laying under the trees. the whole ground covered with yellow leaves. when we walks in it there comes a leaf breaking sound. when we  pass through it, its charming moments. when lonelyness covers heart the feelings comes out. someone's through tear ,someone's through pen and someone's through silence. First two are much easier and good than silence. Generally a spiritual person or wise people advice us to be silent. but to be silent is a big mistake with our mind because mind want to speak. for creating something we should be expressive, and its basic need is  for  to "be alive".